Sometimes we need a hard push or a bang on the head. One of my friends, was found dead, instantly on a road accident. She could be the next best doctor but she didn't get any treatment even. Come to think if it, does it even matter! I mean to say is that when you die what really happens behind the curtains? You see your life flash by or you just miss your daughter? Having all the degrees in the world, postponing your life all along, reading & learning about all the knowledge there is... will these things eventually let me die in peace? Will it not make me miss my angel's little puckers or my husband's smile? What do I really need or want from this life time?