I am going to miss these awesomely funny & terrifying questions. But I have always believed " IF SOMETHING ENDS...SOMETHING ELSE BEGINS! "

Now for my terrible confession without any boring intros..

I sometimes or may be often think that I am a bad mother or I won't be good enough or the best as I have to follow my career. There I have said it & now I just want to cry & scream!

Did I tell you I had OCD? But when you have so many changes in life coming AT 2000 miles/hr...being married...moving after 6 months from a 1400 to a 700 sq. ft apartment with 2 of Kamal's brothers sharing a single bath room like a college dorm.....attending an exam & starting training in between...learning it's going to be nearly impossible getting pregnant...going to my mother's at the Fridays...being in a large combined family, practically attending these large get togethers & parties every week as an obligation for being the new daughter-in-law,etc...I can go forever. But everything happens for a reason, right. So there I was, more obsessed then ever, trying everybody to like me & I was lost. Then I started meditating & some of the things change. But I still have this one wire loose in my brain which sparks up every time something  that I don't like happens...When my husband tries to tease me.. When Jian destroys every thing I practically own & love...When my mother doesn't listen to me & treats me like a child & says that I am so INEXPERIENCED & IMPRACTICAL & too dreamy type!

I know no mother is perfect. I don't care when people judge me without wearing my shoes or out of their ignorance or stupidity. I only want my daughter to be proud of me.



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