I was blessed to get a full time cook & maid just before Azaan was born. I mean with Jian, it was me  doing everything. With the hospital roster & then managing everything in the home made me breathless. Physically I am not that strong anymore. The second baby takes a toll on you. It's almost the middle of February but I don't have the energy to do yoga even for 5 minutes. Staying awake all night long & then caring for 2 babies!! On top of everything Azaan is not feeding properly. He just bites me & refuses to drink. I am worried that he is a little bit underweight. We are having a hard time fighting the flu. Thanks God...for helping me with all the help!