This is one of my favorite wedding pictures. I was feeling very anxious & terrified about the whole situation. But like every other of my horrible situations, God sent me an angel. The photographer. He was so humble, asking me to relax & let everything go. So without thinking further I just jumped. I had these mixed feelings of uncertainty & leaving my safe, familiar world behind. So I looked at the floor & thought " I am going to my best friend. No matter how bad it would get, I would be in peace".


This is the same me , but much relieved. Even though I have an exam in my doorway, my house is a mess, I have no make up on, I really need a facial & Jian is running like crazy...I am at peace. Only because I am surrounded by the people I adore & the beautiful things I love.