me and my baby

Baba , who would have thought you would be a pooh lover just like your mommy!

Baba you are so big now. You even check if the AC is on in the morning & switch it off with the remote!

Baba, you hate it when I touch your head. You hate to brush your hair, dry your hair! So now a days we are just staying with a rock n roll hair style!

You are the core of my heart, You are my light when I am in darkness. You are my last breath of air when I am sinking in despair. You are my baby. You are my man.

Jian, maa,
Why do you have to so restless?
Why do you have to move like a superman all the time?
Why do you have to prove that your name means life!!

The love you two have for each other is always so pure, so innocent. Let nothing come between you two. Let your love for each other, give you the strength to fight the bad things in this world!

Baba, no body can beat you in cuteness, in naughtiness & in laughter & in love. Please remain this cute always & everyday.

Mamoni,
You are my first love & you always will be my star. You always have to be like this. Never listen to others when they say you are furious, because I know you are furious in love. Never listen to them if they say you are loud because you are strong & truthful. Never give up on friendship, because you are a precious friend!

Dear Jian & Azaan, happy new beginnings to you.

Mommy is supposed to make a resolution & stick with it. But since it's never going to happen so, here is a thought ....

You don't have to resolute something always.

Stick to your heart. Do whatever makes you happy.

Pick which ever colorful ball draws your eye & throw it to the world.

Mommy will always be there to catch it!

Nothing seemed more appropriate than a skeleton's picture at the end. I wanted this year's 365 project to be perfect & beautiful. But in the end IT WAS BARE & PRIMITIVE just like this skeleton! I was late for 3 months, with barely edited photos. I promised to my self I am not doing it ever. But my heart is cramping with a hole. In the end all the 365 project were only for my children. I wanted to remember how I tried my sole into capturing their life with a click of a camera! I often become lost into their endless 365 photos, part 1 & 2, & cry & smile with immense love for these three!! I am forever grateful to my Allah for my family & my 2015...365 pictures!

Baba, you always give your sister so much hard time! She really loves you but why are you so hard on her? When you grow up & she can no longer take you on her lap, this picture will remind you how strongly she loves you!

I never thought this day would come & I would be happy & so so glad. You are my boy, my life. You came & you made me whole. Where were you all these time? Why didn't you came to me before baba..

You are a big baby, now. You grab everything that is in front of you. And then the most wondrous thing happens! You don't let them go...you hold them with your whole strength & will power. Except for your sister off course She is your world. You forgive her for every murder. And your favorite thing for this month is MY CAMERA!!

I want to write so many things about you but there is not enough time baba. Now I have to go & feed you cereal & then I have to wait for 3 hours to make you fall asleep, so bye for now!

Azaan, baba, you just love it when I call you daddy! You sometimes respond to your name but always respond immediately when I call you Baba!

OH MY! WHAT BIG EYES YOU HAVE!

I recently have solved the problem of his instant moving with light & shutter mode 1/125. But now I am in a new pickle! He just loves my camera & tries immensely to grab it with his tiny hands.
Baba, I hope that one day you will understand why mommy does'nt let you!

Some day I will not be around but it is fine by me. Cause you two would have each other. Each other to love & share, each other to hold & play! And I will be watching you from there.