me and my baby

Where to begin...hmmm. We moved from a 5th floor to a 7th floor apartment. And none of the building has elevators. There were endless toys & kitchen tools, for which I will need a life time to organize or maybe two! I am a rather good organizer but some incidents threw me out of my track. My dad had an cardiac arrest & was admitted in the hospital for almost a month. We had to shift in 2 days but found that the previous tenant has not still emptied the space. And the rooms were so dirty. We may be staying here just for 6 months, but still decided to paint the walls & redo the bathroom. Did I mention we found out we were pregnant for the second time! The first time was so easy & swifty for me. I always said why didn't I felt sick or nauseated? Why didn't I suffer like the other moms? Now God decided to grant me my wish!

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This is really funny, but while moving, last couple of days I have made a promise to myself not to buy anything for the next 365 days, with the exception of food of course. My new home is swamped with things, gifts, toys, books, kitchen tools, shoes. I just can't seem to organize my life. The more I get rid of things, the more they come out of no where. And don't forget about the little bug that constantly puts out everything on the floor including my dear clueless husband!
I have lost my net modem & USB cable, my laptop is still non functioning & my dad is still in the hospital. He had a fistula operation today for the dialysis due to high creatinine. I have another news, but I am still not sure how to say it exactly! Am I being too hard on myself?

I always thought a person needs a lot of hard work & patience to succeed. I never really rooted for luck. May be because it has not been that good to me. I mean I am trying so hard to be sane but the craziness around me just won't let that happen. Do I honestly need luck to continue my 365 project, the most joyful thing of my life? Do I really need luck for my dad to be healthy & running? Do I really need luck to find all the things that I have been losing during the move? What do you think? Do you really need luck?

We just moved to a seventh floor apartment. The view is speechless. And the air is so fresh & heavy. Kamal is thinking of going without an AC. I have so much light! Everything is good since my dad is out of the ICU & doing really well. Thanks everyone for their support & keeping us in your prayers.

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