me and my baby

I am just lost. There are so many incidents, all of which happened so fast! We are moving to a flat in my mom's apartment. Above which my father is in an ICU for the last 8 days. My 365 is hanging by a thread & Kamal busted the laptop adapter. So now we are in hyper emergency state with no computer or net. Friends pray for my dad, pray for all of us. We desperately need it!!

We happen to come across a natural hot water spring near the village where we were staying in Malaysia. It was so awesome, specially for the kids. There were three pools. The water was manipulated to be a little cooler than the actual spring because it was freakishly hot. The first one was the shallowest & the coolest. Jian spend almost two hours jumping & screaming with her buddies. At first she was a little bit afraid & wouldn't let go of her daddy. After a while we couldn't get her out of there. I didn't want to try the hottest pool. But after Kamal dared me, I tried it & it felt awesome. The water somehow made my body lighter. All of us felt so fresh that it as unbelievable!

This picture was taken by my little brother. But I just couldn't let it pass. My girl loved the sad teddy. She went to him at least ten times She thought he needed some love & hugs & then he captured this beautiful moment!

Coins are your favorite toy. And I just hate them. There are some big disadvantages being a doctor. Cautiousness being one of those. No matter how careful I am, you just find one of them & your face lights up! So I let you play with it just once.My big girl is showing me the famous coin trick!

You take your dad's phone & constantly work the net. You tube is on your finger tips. And your dad always takes your side. Both of you don't let me use it even for a minute. Just wait! Time will bring big opportunities so I could take revenge on you two.

Loads of shopping for last minute gifts with simultaneous packing. And I hate both. You have to carry everything way back home but most of the gifts are not appreciated even. I really miss my bed & my mom's cooking. Now I know how my brothers feel when they return home after a few months!

I am getting so tired & patience less with all the journey, finding internet booths & trying to keep up with a 365 project. When there is light, Jian is moodless. Happy Jian means a lot of moving & out of focus photos. What to do? I feel like out of breath & so unbalanced!

This is the poor cat in Rasa who got to get hugged, pulled & strangled to death by Jian & her gang. He used to ran & hide in sight of them. They fed the guy milk, bathed him even. Jian got hurt on the knee while running over a hill. She cried for almost 2 hours & kept asking me how the scar will heal! She was so concerned.

I am like a little puppy. Everything Jian does makes me go round & round. Doesn't she have the world's best curls? And her dimples! They make me go crazy. Her small round mousy nose with those full lips! Yeah I know I am a little star struck. But guys what mommy isn't. Right?